It is a painful journey, I too miss my beloved. You’ll go through different emotions, sadly I do not believe there is an answer to this question. You just have to keep on trucking. And you are definitely not alone.
I wish I could give you a serious reply, but I am searching for the same answers. All I can do is let you know you aren’t alone in your journey, and I wish you a lot of peace 🙂
Forlorn Hope: A Diary Of A Broken Heart 
It is a painful journey, I too miss my beloved. You’ll go through different emotions, sadly I do not believe there is an answer to this question. You just have to keep on trucking. And you are definitely not alone.
I wish I could give you a serious reply, but I am searching for the same answers. All I can do is let you know you aren’t alone in your journey, and I wish you a lot of peace 🙂