The feeling that something is going wrong has been really quite persistent as of late. I feel that I am settling back in my old way of being and thinking.

This needs to be further explored. However, all I can think about is Her and how I still love Her.

It is as if the two problems (preexisting depression and heartbreak) are keeping me stuck in one place and each is not letting me get past the other. Not sure what to do at this stage…