The feeling that something is going wrong has been really quite persistent as of late. I feel that I am settling back in my old way of being and thinking.
This needs to be further explored. However, all I can think about is Her and how I still love Her.
It is as if the two problems (preexisting depression and heartbreak) are keeping me stuck in one place and each is not letting me get past the other. Not sure what to do at this stage…
Forlorn Hope: A Diary Of A Broken Heart 
You know, it’s okay. Sometimes we just are where we are for a while. Things can take a surprisingly long time to work through. And it’s also okay that you feel heartbroken about Her and you find yourself thinking you still love Her. This is part of being a person–why else do you think there are so many poems and novels written about unrequited or tragic love? We’ve all been there.